1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,420 [soft instrumental music playing] 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:01:07,692 --> 00:01:08,818 [Jessica] "Dear James... 5 00:01:09,986 --> 00:01:14,282 Yesterday you told me that we could have the life that we wanted together. 6 00:01:14,407 --> 00:01:16,576 You told me that there is no force 7 00:01:16,701 --> 00:01:18,995 more powerful than what we feel. 8 00:01:20,413 --> 00:01:23,083 You talked to me until I fell asleep. 9 00:01:25,293 --> 00:01:27,754 And I believe every word that you say." 10 00:01:33,426 --> 00:01:36,137 [Paul] You know, at times, the idea of forgiveness, 11 00:01:36,262 --> 00:01:39,057 the actual act of forgiving seems... 12 00:01:40,308 --> 00:01:41,976 so impossible. 13 00:01:42,102 --> 00:01:44,729 It's not human nature. It's not. 14 00:01:44,854 --> 00:01:48,108 Human nature craves revenge, and... 15 00:01:50,693 --> 00:01:52,946 and, uh, hatred. 16 00:01:55,657 --> 00:01:58,910 And these thoughts are intoxicating. 17 00:02:00,912 --> 00:02:03,164 They take over your spirit and, um... 18 00:02:06,167 --> 00:02:08,086 they poison you. 19 00:02:10,004 --> 00:02:13,258 [acoustic guitar playing] 20 00:02:38,074 --> 00:02:39,534 [Paul] And I'm sure that all of you, 21 00:02:39,659 --> 00:02:41,119 at one time or another in your lives, 22 00:02:41,244 --> 00:02:43,288 have felt such thoughts. 23 00:02:44,706 --> 00:02:46,916 I know I have. 24 00:02:48,710 --> 00:02:52,255 But the man who is able to forgive... 25 00:03:03,224 --> 00:03:08,146 "To err is human, to forgive, divine." 26 00:03:10,231 --> 00:03:12,650 [acoustic guitar music continues] 27 00:03:25,538 --> 00:03:27,582 Be merciful. 28 00:03:27,749 --> 00:03:29,626 Just as your Father is merciful. 29 00:03:30,543 --> 00:03:34,672 Forgive and you will be forgiven. 30 00:03:40,220 --> 00:03:43,765 Anyone who does what is right... 31 00:03:44,724 --> 00:03:46,559 is a child of God. 32 00:03:46,684 --> 00:03:48,436 [light chuckles] 33 00:03:49,354 --> 00:03:51,773 [indistinct orders being shouted] 34 00:03:53,608 --> 00:03:55,026 Taking five. 35 00:04:09,707 --> 00:04:11,125 [coughs lightly] 36 00:04:19,425 --> 00:04:21,469 - Shit, you scared me. - Sorry. 37 00:04:21,636 --> 00:04:22,720 What do you-- what do you want? 38 00:04:22,845 --> 00:04:24,973 - [paper rustling] - Uh... 39 00:04:25,098 --> 00:04:28,309 Do you know... about this? 40 00:04:28,434 --> 00:04:30,270 I don't speak Spanish. 41 00:04:31,020 --> 00:04:33,523 Oh, it's, um... It's about... 42 00:04:33,648 --> 00:04:35,108 dishwashing. 43 00:04:35,233 --> 00:04:39,320 Oh, yeah. Um, kitchen? 44 00:04:39,487 --> 00:04:40,822 Carl. 45 00:04:46,077 --> 00:04:51,666 Last guy's wife went off and had another damn baby, so here I am. 46 00:04:51,791 --> 00:04:53,501 You done this before? 47 00:04:53,626 --> 00:04:54,919 Yeah. 48 00:04:58,715 --> 00:05:02,719 Hope you don't like health insurance, 'cause I don't give it. 49 00:05:04,846 --> 00:05:07,181 All yours. [grunts] 50 00:05:16,858 --> 00:05:18,401 [drain gurgles] 51 00:05:19,819 --> 00:05:20,820 [Carl chuckles] 52 00:05:20,945 --> 00:05:23,364 I'm impressed. 53 00:05:25,533 --> 00:05:27,452 Go home. 54 00:05:27,577 --> 00:05:29,996 And come back tomorrow. 55 00:05:31,122 --> 00:05:33,416 If-if-if you hire me... 56 00:05:33,541 --> 00:05:37,003 uh, there's some papers I'm supposed to show you. 57 00:05:39,714 --> 00:05:40,882 [snorts] 58 00:05:43,217 --> 00:05:45,887 You want a lift? I can give you a lift. 59 00:05:53,311 --> 00:05:55,396 You don't have somewhere, do ya? 60 00:05:58,149 --> 00:06:00,651 [Carl] There's usually a vacancy. 61 00:06:00,777 --> 00:06:02,403 [car idling] 62 00:06:02,528 --> 00:06:04,405 Tell her I sent you. 63 00:06:05,365 --> 00:06:06,783 [seatbelt clicks] 64 00:06:06,908 --> 00:06:09,327 I really appreciate this, thank you. 65 00:06:10,536 --> 00:06:14,082 [low] It's okay. See you in the morning, 6:00 AM, sharp. 66 00:06:19,754 --> 00:06:21,089 [car door closes] 67 00:06:21,255 --> 00:06:23,466 - [honking] - [soft music playing] 68 00:06:34,894 --> 00:06:36,938 [footsteps] 69 00:06:46,614 --> 00:06:47,990 Hi. 70 00:06:49,450 --> 00:06:50,451 Yeah? 71 00:06:51,244 --> 00:06:54,455 - I need to rent a room. - How long? 72 00:06:55,331 --> 00:06:58,418 Week or two. Maybe longer. 73 00:06:58,543 --> 00:06:59,794 It's a hundred a week. 74 00:06:59,961 --> 00:07:01,921 Payment's due under my door, that one, 75 00:07:02,046 --> 00:07:04,132 9:00 AM, Monday. 76 00:07:04,257 --> 00:07:07,468 If not, your stuff's on the street by ten. 77 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:11,973 [soft music continues] 78 00:07:36,747 --> 00:07:38,958 [knocking] 79 00:07:40,334 --> 00:07:42,962 [woman] Somebody's downstairs for you. 80 00:07:45,256 --> 00:07:48,384 Get yourself an alarm clock and a monthly bus pass. 81 00:07:48,509 --> 00:07:51,846 State Street southbound to Lawrence. 82 00:07:52,013 --> 00:07:53,764 Yeah, I uh, I was just-- 83 00:07:53,890 --> 00:07:55,391 I was telling you before you hired me-- 84 00:07:55,516 --> 00:07:58,352 No, no, I haven't hired you yet. 85 00:08:00,438 --> 00:08:03,191 Yeah, there's this... there's something you should know about me-- 86 00:08:03,357 --> 00:08:06,194 You wanna ruin a perfectly good day before it starts? 87 00:08:08,988 --> 00:08:10,114 [scoffs] 88 00:08:12,700 --> 00:08:14,243 [bottles clinking] 89 00:08:22,126 --> 00:08:23,961 I'm Lily, by the way. 90 00:08:28,049 --> 00:08:31,594 - James. - Nice to meet you, James. 91 00:08:35,723 --> 00:08:37,141 Does that actually work? 92 00:08:38,226 --> 00:08:40,645 Absolutely not. 93 00:08:51,113 --> 00:08:53,366 - [soft music playing] - [rustling] 94 00:09:50,131 --> 00:09:51,507 [birds chirping] 95 00:09:52,383 --> 00:09:54,385 - Hey, Michael. - Hey, Jess. 96 00:09:54,510 --> 00:09:55,970 - How are you? - Good. Uh... 97 00:09:56,137 --> 00:09:58,139 How's it going with the raffle preparations? 98 00:09:58,264 --> 00:09:59,765 Really good. 99 00:09:59,890 --> 00:10:01,809 We're trying to figure out how we're gonna fix 100 00:10:01,934 --> 00:10:04,395 the little spelling mistake, 101 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:06,147 but other than that it's really good. 102 00:10:06,272 --> 00:10:09,317 Hey, you know the Gateway Diner. 103 00:10:09,483 --> 00:10:13,154 Yeah, the one in the city by Lawrence Street or something. 104 00:10:13,279 --> 00:10:16,574 Yeah. Have you been there lately? 105 00:10:23,873 --> 00:10:27,126 [soft music playing] 106 00:10:38,804 --> 00:10:40,848 Thirty bucks in tips. 107 00:10:40,973 --> 00:10:42,391 You frickin' kidding me? 108 00:10:43,184 --> 00:10:44,518 I'm leaving. 109 00:10:44,644 --> 00:10:46,354 Do you mind closing on your own? 110 00:10:46,520 --> 00:10:48,606 - No, I got it. - All done. 111 00:10:48,731 --> 00:10:50,566 - Good night. - Good night. 112 00:10:50,691 --> 00:10:52,693 - Sorry. - Nah. 113 00:11:05,706 --> 00:11:07,541 You off Saturday? 114 00:11:08,876 --> 00:11:11,212 What's that? For what? 115 00:11:13,714 --> 00:11:15,549 Um, I don't know, 116 00:11:15,716 --> 00:11:17,843 I-I just thought maybe we could do something. 117 00:11:19,220 --> 00:11:20,429 Oh. 118 00:11:21,722 --> 00:11:24,517 That's-- yeah, I'm, uh... 119 00:11:24,642 --> 00:11:27,061 I'm-- [chuckles] Yeah, no, it's, uh-- 120 00:11:27,228 --> 00:11:29,980 Forget I ever said that, just... delete. 121 00:11:30,106 --> 00:11:31,774 No, no, no, no. 122 00:11:32,566 --> 00:11:37,071 Yeah, I'd like to do something with you. 123 00:11:37,238 --> 00:11:38,656 We can... 124 00:11:39,907 --> 00:11:42,493 If you-if you want, we can-we can... 125 00:11:42,618 --> 00:11:45,413 let's-yeah, let's do it. 126 00:11:45,579 --> 00:11:48,332 - Did you just say "yes"? - Yes. [chuckles] 127 00:11:49,792 --> 00:11:52,837 Okay. Cool. 128 00:12:06,434 --> 00:12:08,978 Your registration fee, Mister... 129 00:12:09,103 --> 00:12:11,063 - is it Mediay? - Midier. 130 00:12:11,188 --> 00:12:12,606 Midier. 131 00:12:17,278 --> 00:12:19,280 [receipt printing] 132 00:12:23,284 --> 00:12:25,953 - Address. - Bueche Residence Hotel. 133 00:12:26,078 --> 00:12:31,292 - B... - B, uh, U-E-C-H-E. 134 00:12:33,919 --> 00:12:38,466 - That's where? - Uh, 102 37th Avenue. 135 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:40,968 Phone. 136 00:12:41,135 --> 00:12:46,307 314-555-7248. 137 00:12:46,432 --> 00:12:47,933 [keyboard clacking] 138 00:12:49,977 --> 00:12:53,189 [soft music playing] 139 00:13:01,322 --> 00:13:03,574 - [phone ringing] - Lift your head. 140 00:13:08,329 --> 00:13:10,539 [woman] That's it. Thank you. 141 00:13:29,016 --> 00:13:30,935 [distant siren wailing] 142 00:13:32,019 --> 00:13:33,562 [indistinct chatter] 143 00:13:35,689 --> 00:13:38,901 ["Mambo Mambo" by Latin Soul Syndicate playing] 144 00:13:56,710 --> 00:13:59,213 ["Anywhere" by Saint Low playing in bar] 145 00:13:59,380 --> 00:14:00,714 [indistinct chatter] 146 00:14:07,555 --> 00:14:09,557 Oh, my God, will you hurry the hell up? 147 00:14:09,682 --> 00:14:12,685 - Sorry. - I'm kidding. 148 00:14:21,235 --> 00:14:22,736 Go get your ball. 149 00:14:24,029 --> 00:14:25,114 What? 150 00:14:25,239 --> 00:14:26,407 You cheated, it doesn't count. 151 00:14:26,574 --> 00:14:28,909 - Get your ball. - How did I cheat? 152 00:14:29,034 --> 00:14:33,205 You bumped the yellow ball with your cue stick, 153 00:14:33,330 --> 00:14:34,748 so, in the rules of pool, 154 00:14:34,874 --> 00:14:36,876 that means that you forfeit your point 155 00:14:37,001 --> 00:14:39,753 and you have to pull the ball out and start again. 156 00:14:41,922 --> 00:14:43,674 All right, I guess I don't do this often. 157 00:14:43,799 --> 00:14:46,051 Really? I play pool all the time. 158 00:14:47,344 --> 00:14:48,929 Oh, yeah? 159 00:14:49,054 --> 00:14:51,056 This is my-my hang. 160 00:14:51,181 --> 00:14:52,600 [chuckles] 161 00:15:03,903 --> 00:15:07,406 - Um, yeah. - Thanks. 162 00:15:07,531 --> 00:15:09,408 No, yeah, yeah. 163 00:15:10,451 --> 00:15:12,536 Um... 164 00:15:12,661 --> 00:15:14,622 This is always awkward. 165 00:15:15,581 --> 00:15:16,832 What's that? 166 00:15:16,957 --> 00:15:21,795 You know, the end of the night thing. 167 00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:23,672 Right. 168 00:15:25,090 --> 00:15:27,509 Well, we should do this again. 169 00:15:29,511 --> 00:15:31,138 Good night. Thanks. 170 00:15:31,263 --> 00:15:33,933 - [car door opens] - Sure. 171 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:42,858 - See you at breakfast. - Okay. 172 00:15:51,867 --> 00:15:53,869 - [door creaks] - [dishes clattering] 173 00:15:56,664 --> 00:15:57,998 You know how to cook? 174 00:15:58,165 --> 00:16:00,000 Uh, no, not really. 175 00:16:00,167 --> 00:16:01,710 Good enough, come on. 176 00:16:02,503 --> 00:16:04,421 - [sizzling] - [indistinct chatter] 177 00:16:09,677 --> 00:16:13,639 I'm giving you $1.25 raise, effective immediately. 178 00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:19,269 - What happened to the other guy? - Damn INS agent. 179 00:16:19,395 --> 00:16:20,771 Why don't you cook, then? 180 00:16:22,356 --> 00:16:24,108 I'm a waitress. 181 00:16:24,233 --> 00:16:26,652 Lily's a no-show. 182 00:16:30,197 --> 00:16:31,365 Hi, Lily. 183 00:16:31,490 --> 00:16:33,701 Uh, this is James Midier calling, 184 00:16:33,867 --> 00:16:38,872 I'm the dishwasher or, um, actually cook now. 185 00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:41,041 Um, yeah, 186 00:16:41,166 --> 00:16:43,544 got your number from the employee contact list. 187 00:16:43,711 --> 00:16:48,215 Hope that's okay, and I'm calling, or leaving a message. 188 00:16:48,382 --> 00:16:51,468 Um, yeah, just making su-- 189 00:16:51,593 --> 00:16:53,053 - [phone clicks] - Hello? 190 00:16:53,220 --> 00:16:54,638 James. 191 00:16:55,389 --> 00:16:57,099 [birds chirping] 192 00:17:01,353 --> 00:17:02,896 Thanks. 193 00:17:11,071 --> 00:17:12,906 I'm such a klutz. 194 00:17:16,076 --> 00:17:18,078 Hey, let me see. 195 00:17:20,247 --> 00:17:22,082 How'd that happen? 196 00:17:22,249 --> 00:17:23,751 I fell. 197 00:17:52,946 --> 00:17:56,158 [light music playing] 198 00:18:35,322 --> 00:18:36,657 I... Um... 199 00:18:38,242 --> 00:18:40,285 Tsk... I... 200 00:18:43,497 --> 00:18:44,790 Um... 201 00:19:01,557 --> 00:19:02,975 Right. 202 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:05,894 [sighs] 203 00:19:07,771 --> 00:19:09,648 I'm-I'm, uh... 204 00:19:10,899 --> 00:19:13,569 I don't think-- I don't think I-- 205 00:19:13,694 --> 00:19:15,988 - I can do this right now. - Okay. 206 00:19:18,699 --> 00:19:20,075 - [quietly] Okay. - [sighs] 207 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:30,252 How's this? Is this okay? 208 00:19:30,377 --> 00:19:32,379 - Yeah. - Yeah? 209 00:19:32,546 --> 00:19:34,089 - Yeah. - Okay. 210 00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:04,953 [doorbell rings] 211 00:20:05,078 --> 00:20:07,414 [preacher on radio indistinct] 212 00:20:07,539 --> 00:20:09,708 Just look at the fruit of their lives, the way they live, 213 00:20:09,833 --> 00:20:12,711 and then look at the Gospel that they supposedly preach. 214 00:20:12,836 --> 00:20:14,254 You can mark them off... 215 00:20:17,174 --> 00:20:18,926 Hey, Dad. 216 00:20:24,097 --> 00:20:28,310 Is-- can I speak with Mom? 217 00:20:29,895 --> 00:20:32,105 Can you get her for me, please? 218 00:20:34,858 --> 00:20:37,444 Yes, Reverend. Yes, he's here now. 219 00:20:37,611 --> 00:20:38,987 I-- is-- 220 00:20:41,949 --> 00:20:43,867 She doesn't wanna see you. 221 00:20:45,369 --> 00:20:46,870 What? 222 00:20:48,956 --> 00:20:53,919 What do you mean, Dad? I-I came to see you. 223 00:20:59,007 --> 00:21:01,134 And you've done that. 224 00:21:04,721 --> 00:21:06,056 Dad. 225 00:21:13,981 --> 00:21:17,192 [suspenseful music playing] 226 00:22:12,706 --> 00:22:14,207 [knocking] 227 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:16,251 [indistinct chatter in corridor] 228 00:22:19,421 --> 00:22:20,464 Hang on. 229 00:22:26,219 --> 00:22:28,388 - Hey. - Hi. 230 00:22:33,685 --> 00:22:36,813 I came by earlier, but you weren't here. 231 00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:40,484 Yeah, I was, uh, at my parents'. 232 00:22:40,609 --> 00:22:42,736 Oh, yeah. 233 00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:45,655 Um, how'd it go? 234 00:22:46,406 --> 00:22:49,201 Oh, it's just... been a long time. 235 00:23:02,255 --> 00:23:06,385 Can I come in for a minute, or...? 236 00:23:06,510 --> 00:23:07,928 [sighs] 237 00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:10,347 If you want. 238 00:23:18,730 --> 00:23:21,483 Anyway, I just came over to see if you were okay. 239 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:28,490 I'm okay. 240 00:23:32,285 --> 00:23:33,829 Okay. 241 00:23:37,124 --> 00:23:40,335 [melancholic music playing] 242 00:23:55,142 --> 00:23:56,643 [James] All right, Jessica does bring up 243 00:23:56,768 --> 00:23:59,187 an interesting point about Adam and Eve. 244 00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:01,815 Right, guys? 245 00:24:01,982 --> 00:24:03,525 When you're a kid 246 00:24:03,650 --> 00:24:06,153 and your mom tells you not to touch that hot pot on the stove, 247 00:24:06,319 --> 00:24:09,823 did you really get what she was saying? 248 00:24:09,948 --> 00:24:11,199 I mean, you had to touch it 249 00:24:11,324 --> 00:24:13,994 in order to fully grasp the consequences of it. 250 00:24:14,161 --> 00:24:16,997 She could tell you a thousand times that you're gonna get burned, 251 00:24:17,122 --> 00:24:18,915 but until you actually do... 252 00:24:20,167 --> 00:24:22,419 you don't know what you're doing. 253 00:24:26,006 --> 00:24:27,924 Okay, who's next? 254 00:24:28,049 --> 00:24:29,342 Yeah. 255 00:24:38,310 --> 00:24:39,352 So. 256 00:24:41,021 --> 00:24:42,856 - Hey. - Hey. 257 00:24:42,981 --> 00:24:44,524 - Thought you went home. - I was on my way, 258 00:24:44,691 --> 00:24:47,402 but I came back. [giggles] 259 00:24:48,195 --> 00:24:51,114 Okay. What's up? 260 00:24:55,035 --> 00:24:56,411 [Jessica chuckles] 261 00:24:57,204 --> 00:24:59,498 You looked at me today. 262 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,752 James, you look at me a lot. 263 00:25:03,877 --> 00:25:06,713 I look at all of you. 264 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:08,548 You're sitting right in front of me. 265 00:25:08,715 --> 00:25:09,925 James. 266 00:25:12,177 --> 00:25:13,386 [chuckles] 267 00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:16,181 I look at all of you. 268 00:25:16,306 --> 00:25:18,225 Not like that, you don't. 269 00:25:20,852 --> 00:25:23,480 I know how you feel about me, I can see it. 270 00:25:23,605 --> 00:25:26,691 - Listen, Jessica, you're 15. - Yes. 271 00:25:26,816 --> 00:25:28,235 [sighs] 272 00:25:28,401 --> 00:25:30,278 You're 15 years old, it's-it's... 273 00:25:30,403 --> 00:25:31,738 Okay. 274 00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:34,282 It's not gonna happen. 275 00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:36,910 O-okay. 276 00:25:37,077 --> 00:25:40,080 Well, FYI? 277 00:25:41,706 --> 00:25:43,959 I feel it, too. 278 00:25:54,094 --> 00:25:55,595 Okay. [giggles] 279 00:26:50,483 --> 00:26:52,319 [Jessica] Hey, James. 280 00:26:55,155 --> 00:26:56,823 - No. - James, please. 281 00:26:56,948 --> 00:26:58,450 No. 282 00:26:59,909 --> 00:27:00,910 James, wait! 283 00:27:01,036 --> 00:27:02,078 Wait! 284 00:27:02,203 --> 00:27:04,372 - [car honking] - [Jessica yelps] 285 00:27:09,169 --> 00:27:10,837 You okay? 286 00:27:14,007 --> 00:27:15,717 - [honking resumes] - Hey! 287 00:27:19,846 --> 00:27:20,847 You hurt? 288 00:27:21,014 --> 00:27:23,642 No, sorry. I just tripped. 289 00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:26,770 - James... No, I-- - You can't do this. 290 00:27:26,895 --> 00:27:29,689 - You can't come looking for me. - I really need to talk to you. 291 00:27:29,814 --> 00:27:31,066 - No. - Please, James. 292 00:27:31,191 --> 00:27:34,235 You have to stay away from me, do you get it? 293 00:27:34,361 --> 00:27:37,864 Do you get that? Stay away from me. 294 00:27:42,869 --> 00:27:44,788 [bus brakes hissing] 295 00:27:47,832 --> 00:27:50,877 [soft music playing] 296 00:27:59,719 --> 00:28:01,304 [cars honking] 297 00:28:06,893 --> 00:28:09,104 [Jessica crying] 298 00:28:29,082 --> 00:28:31,584 [James] You sure your dad said I should drive you home? 299 00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:33,420 Who else? 300 00:28:35,255 --> 00:28:40,093 Just that he didn't, uh, mention it, is all. 301 00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:41,761 You're driving me anyway. 302 00:28:43,096 --> 00:28:44,806 You asked. 303 00:28:47,225 --> 00:28:50,437 If I were in real trouble, you'd rescue me, wouldn't you? 304 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,313 What kind of trouble? 305 00:28:52,439 --> 00:28:55,608 I don't know, I just mean that, uh, 306 00:28:55,734 --> 00:28:59,070 you're pretty solid, James. I mean, you're always there. 307 00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:02,282 Well, it's, uh, it's my job. 308 00:29:02,449 --> 00:29:04,701 It's what your dad pays me to do. 309 00:29:04,826 --> 00:29:05,910 Yeah. 310 00:29:06,953 --> 00:29:08,580 Plus, you know, I-I... 311 00:29:08,705 --> 00:29:10,957 I care about you, Jessica. 312 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,462 If you needed help with anything, 313 00:29:15,587 --> 00:29:17,088 I mean, I would-I would do 314 00:29:17,213 --> 00:29:19,132 - everything I can to give you that. - Okay. 315 00:29:19,299 --> 00:29:20,550 Can I ask you something? 316 00:29:20,675 --> 00:29:22,635 Sure. 317 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:24,596 Is it wrong for me to hate him? 318 00:29:24,721 --> 00:29:26,473 Who? 319 00:29:29,642 --> 00:29:31,478 - Oh, Jessica, you-- - Forget it. 320 00:29:31,644 --> 00:29:33,229 - You don't hate your father. - [sighs] 321 00:29:33,354 --> 00:29:34,647 It's... 322 00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:37,942 He's so controlling, it's like-- 323 00:29:38,067 --> 00:29:39,652 Because if he doesn't tell me what to do 324 00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:41,654 every single second of the day, 325 00:29:41,821 --> 00:29:44,282 it's like he thinks that I'm gonna do everything wrong. 326 00:29:44,407 --> 00:29:46,785 And I won't, because I'm good. 327 00:29:46,910 --> 00:29:47,994 Yeah. 328 00:29:48,161 --> 00:29:49,996 It's like sometimes at home I feel like-- 329 00:29:50,163 --> 00:29:52,373 I feel like I can't even breathe, you know? 330 00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,376 It's okay. It's okay. 331 00:29:55,502 --> 00:29:57,962 [breathing hard] 332 00:29:58,087 --> 00:30:00,590 Here. It's okay. 333 00:30:00,715 --> 00:30:02,217 - Just take deep breaths. - Okay. 334 00:30:02,342 --> 00:30:04,761 - Deep breaths, all right? - Okay. 335 00:30:04,886 --> 00:30:07,305 - You're okay, you're okay. - Okay. 336 00:30:07,430 --> 00:30:08,389 I'm right here. 337 00:30:08,515 --> 00:30:10,391 [Jessica breathing hard] 338 00:30:10,517 --> 00:30:12,393 - I'm here. - Yeah, I know. 339 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:15,480 I know you are, James. 340 00:30:25,323 --> 00:30:28,368 Hey, could you do this one again? She's a vegetarian. 341 00:30:36,334 --> 00:30:40,004 I'm sorry I came over unannounced last night, that wasn't cool. 342 00:30:47,220 --> 00:30:49,639 [chuckling] Nice touch with the cantaloupe. 343 00:30:51,349 --> 00:30:52,851 You wanna do something later? 344 00:30:59,065 --> 00:31:01,776 Yeah. I-I do. 345 00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:11,286 - [Paul] She didn't call you? - [Dean] Uh-uh. 346 00:31:12,579 --> 00:31:14,455 Oh, thank you, dear. 347 00:31:14,581 --> 00:31:17,417 Everything looks great, Mrs. Coleman, thank you. 348 00:31:17,542 --> 00:31:20,253 - You're welcome. - Yes, it does. 349 00:31:20,420 --> 00:31:21,754 What time do you have? 350 00:31:23,256 --> 00:31:24,799 - Hi. - Hi, Mom. 351 00:31:24,924 --> 00:31:25,842 [smooching] 352 00:31:25,967 --> 00:31:28,303 - Where have you been? - What? 353 00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:31,890 Don't you answer your phone? 354 00:31:32,015 --> 00:31:34,392 I didn't hear my phone. 355 00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:39,397 - It was on silent. - [Paul chuckles] 356 00:31:39,522 --> 00:31:40,607 [Paul] I was a little worried. 357 00:31:40,773 --> 00:31:42,400 That's my wife, right there. 358 00:31:42,525 --> 00:31:44,444 - Yes. - [chuckling] 359 00:31:53,620 --> 00:31:56,873 - [soft music playing] - [insects chirping] 360 00:32:23,149 --> 00:32:25,026 [soft moaning] 361 00:32:45,004 --> 00:32:47,423 I'm sorry, can you just-- can you turn around? 362 00:32:50,843 --> 00:32:52,053 Just for-- just a minute. 363 00:32:52,178 --> 00:32:53,930 - Yeah. - Okay. 364 00:32:54,055 --> 00:32:55,807 Sure, of course. 365 00:32:59,686 --> 00:33:02,897 [soft music continues] 366 00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:06,025 [Lily] Sorry, I'm just... 367 00:33:12,865 --> 00:33:14,534 Sometimes I feel like I want you, 368 00:33:14,701 --> 00:33:17,203 and I can't tell if you want me, 369 00:33:17,328 --> 00:33:21,541 and I'm just-- God... 370 00:33:28,047 --> 00:33:30,633 I just feel like I'm below you. 371 00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:37,765 - Can I turn around now? - Yeah. 372 00:34:11,424 --> 00:34:13,134 Look at me. 373 00:34:15,428 --> 00:34:17,138 I'm below you. 374 00:34:34,781 --> 00:34:36,991 [phone vibrates] 375 00:34:40,411 --> 00:34:42,288 [bedsheets rustling] 376 00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:43,748 [James sighs] 377 00:34:55,468 --> 00:34:56,928 [phone vibrating] 378 00:35:03,142 --> 00:35:04,435 Hello? 379 00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:07,688 [woman] Am I speaking with Mr. James Midier? 380 00:35:07,814 --> 00:35:09,607 Yeah, this is he. 381 00:35:09,732 --> 00:35:11,609 My name is Miranda Lither 382 00:35:11,734 --> 00:35:13,611 and I'm calling from the Missouri Sex Offender Registry. 383 00:35:15,988 --> 00:35:19,659 Yeah, yeah, I, uh, I've already registered. 384 00:35:19,784 --> 00:35:21,077 I haven't-- 385 00:35:21,202 --> 00:35:22,954 We're just calling to verify 386 00:35:23,079 --> 00:35:24,997 the telephone number listed on your registration. 387 00:35:26,457 --> 00:35:28,459 Okay. 388 00:35:28,584 --> 00:35:30,753 An officer from the St. Louis downtown precinct 389 00:35:30,878 --> 00:35:33,005 will be visiting you to verify your address. 390 00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:34,841 Yeah, okay. 391 00:35:59,866 --> 00:36:02,201 - Hey. - Hey. 392 00:36:02,368 --> 00:36:03,953 Did you find the cream? 393 00:36:04,078 --> 00:36:06,372 Well, I didn't know which one to get. 394 00:36:06,497 --> 00:36:07,707 What do you mean? 395 00:36:07,832 --> 00:36:09,041 There's, like, half and half, 396 00:36:09,167 --> 00:36:14,589 and full, skim, there's one-one percent. 397 00:36:14,714 --> 00:36:18,551 - There's one... - [laughing] 398 00:36:18,718 --> 00:36:22,054 - A thousand options. - Yeah. 399 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:26,392 Well, maybe just get one of each, that way we're covered. 400 00:36:26,517 --> 00:36:27,685 - One of each? - Yeah. 401 00:36:27,810 --> 00:36:29,061 [laughing] 402 00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:31,939 - I need some help here. - Come on. 403 00:36:38,362 --> 00:36:41,324 - This is your mom, right? - Yeah. 404 00:36:47,413 --> 00:36:49,290 So what can I do? 405 00:36:49,415 --> 00:36:52,877 How about you just sit down and entertain me? 406 00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:56,255 - Do you want a beer? - Sure, sounds good. 407 00:36:58,716 --> 00:37:03,512 I don't know about you, but my mom drives me fucking crazy. 408 00:37:03,638 --> 00:37:05,473 [chuckles] 409 00:37:05,598 --> 00:37:06,807 I understand. 410 00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:08,434 Whole thing where we trade places 411 00:37:08,559 --> 00:37:10,728 and they become the kid and you become the parent 412 00:37:10,853 --> 00:37:13,105 - really sucks. - Mm. 413 00:37:13,856 --> 00:37:15,650 Yeah, I agree. 414 00:37:16,734 --> 00:37:19,237 So? Entertain me. 415 00:37:19,362 --> 00:37:21,113 - What do you mean? - Do you know how to tap dance? 416 00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:23,824 - No, I don't. - Do you know any show tunes? 417 00:37:25,660 --> 00:37:28,579 What are you talking about? You've had girlfriends before. 418 00:37:28,704 --> 00:37:30,957 I had one. 419 00:37:31,749 --> 00:37:33,960 - One girlfriend? - Yeah. 420 00:37:34,126 --> 00:37:36,629 Like, that's it, just one. 421 00:37:36,796 --> 00:37:38,089 One. 422 00:37:39,632 --> 00:37:41,467 Wow. 423 00:37:41,634 --> 00:37:46,222 So this one girlfriend, she break your heart? 424 00:37:49,308 --> 00:37:51,060 Um, yeah. 425 00:37:53,187 --> 00:37:55,982 Oh. Sorry. 426 00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:59,193 Must have liked her a lot, huh? 427 00:37:59,318 --> 00:38:01,070 Yeah, I did. 428 00:38:07,910 --> 00:38:10,788 What about you? When was the first time you fell in love? 429 00:38:14,250 --> 00:38:15,835 Well... 430 00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:19,338 I fell in love with my stuffed animal when I was four. 431 00:38:19,505 --> 00:38:21,007 Yeah? [chuckling] 432 00:38:21,173 --> 00:38:24,343 - That's pretty young. - [chuckling] 433 00:38:24,468 --> 00:38:26,262 Mm-hmm. 434 00:38:40,443 --> 00:38:43,362 [Jessica] What are you thinking about? 435 00:38:43,529 --> 00:38:44,530 [James] Just thinking. 436 00:38:44,697 --> 00:38:47,199 It was really nice. 437 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:53,080 - Really? - Yeah, really. 438 00:38:55,708 --> 00:38:57,001 [Jessica giggles] 439 00:38:59,045 --> 00:39:01,130 That makes me happy. 440 00:39:11,557 --> 00:39:13,434 [knocking] 441 00:39:18,064 --> 00:39:19,565 [Dean] Hey, Jess. 442 00:39:19,732 --> 00:39:21,192 You okay? 443 00:39:21,317 --> 00:39:23,027 Yeah. 444 00:39:23,861 --> 00:39:26,072 [water running] 445 00:39:37,583 --> 00:39:39,794 [traffic passing by] 446 00:40:14,787 --> 00:40:18,040 [suspenseful music playing] 447 00:40:49,321 --> 00:40:51,532 [breathing heavily] 448 00:40:58,038 --> 00:41:00,166 - [indistinct chatter] - [spoon clinking] 449 00:41:04,336 --> 00:41:06,464 Hey, baby. I'm sorry, they're overcooked. 450 00:41:06,589 --> 00:41:08,507 Just flip 'em over, they'll never know. 451 00:41:08,674 --> 00:41:10,217 He's a cop. 452 00:41:13,596 --> 00:41:14,889 All right. 453 00:41:30,279 --> 00:41:31,530 [Jessica] James. 454 00:41:32,281 --> 00:41:34,158 - James. - No, no, no. 455 00:41:34,283 --> 00:41:35,534 James, let me speak. 456 00:41:35,659 --> 00:41:37,161 No, I asked you. 457 00:41:37,912 --> 00:41:39,371 Please. 458 00:41:40,372 --> 00:41:41,499 You... 459 00:41:47,922 --> 00:41:49,256 I'm sorry. 460 00:41:50,883 --> 00:41:53,594 I'm so sorry for everything. 461 00:41:55,679 --> 00:41:58,098 I know I can never make it up to you, 462 00:41:59,391 --> 00:42:03,437 but I just thought that if I came... 463 00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:08,067 - What? - [sighs] Just forgive me. 464 00:42:08,234 --> 00:42:09,985 I need you to do that. 465 00:42:15,741 --> 00:42:17,243 Forgive you? 466 00:42:18,744 --> 00:42:20,871 What are you talking about? I just... 467 00:42:20,996 --> 00:42:22,957 I should be the one... 468 00:42:24,833 --> 00:42:26,710 This is not your fault. 469 00:42:27,586 --> 00:42:30,965 None of this. I-I... ruined your life. 470 00:42:31,090 --> 00:42:32,591 That's not true. 471 00:42:33,425 --> 00:42:37,596 I didn't know anything. I was too young. 472 00:42:37,721 --> 00:42:41,350 I was too young to be making the decisions that I was making 473 00:42:41,475 --> 00:42:42,935 and I lied, 474 00:42:43,102 --> 00:42:45,187 and my father lied, 475 00:42:45,312 --> 00:42:47,106 [voice breaking] and... 476 00:42:50,109 --> 00:42:52,486 And you went to jail. 477 00:42:58,450 --> 00:43:00,703 [crying] I'm not a victim, 478 00:43:00,828 --> 00:43:03,622 and I am definitely not your victim. 479 00:43:03,747 --> 00:43:09,503 I-I am just so sorry that I ever pretended to be. 480 00:43:26,604 --> 00:43:28,731 Okay, that's-that's why you came to see me? 481 00:43:32,109 --> 00:43:34,320 I think so. 482 00:43:39,658 --> 00:43:40,784 [sniffs] 483 00:43:43,829 --> 00:43:45,706 I'm glad you did. 484 00:43:58,302 --> 00:44:00,512 [indistinct chatter] 485 00:44:05,100 --> 00:44:07,519 What can I get you guys today? 486 00:44:25,162 --> 00:44:28,582 ["Have a Little Faith in Me" by John Hiatt begins] 487 00:44:36,298 --> 00:44:37,591 You wanna take a ride? 488 00:44:38,384 --> 00:44:42,096 ♪ When the road gets dark ♪ 489 00:44:44,723 --> 00:44:48,811 ♪ And you can no longer see ♪ 490 00:44:50,020 --> 00:44:54,316 ♪ Just let my love throw a spark ♪ 491 00:44:56,402 --> 00:44:59,655 ♪ And have a little faith in me ♪ 492 00:45:17,548 --> 00:45:19,883 Who's this nice young man? 493 00:45:20,008 --> 00:45:21,969 My boyfriend. 494 00:45:22,094 --> 00:45:23,637 [mom] Wow. 495 00:45:25,431 --> 00:45:27,433 You can speak for yourself, right? 496 00:45:30,352 --> 00:45:32,146 She tell you about me? 497 00:45:33,439 --> 00:45:36,066 The good things, I hope. [chuckles] 498 00:45:36,942 --> 00:45:39,862 Well, she would say bad things. 499 00:45:39,987 --> 00:45:42,531 But then, lots of kids do. 500 00:45:43,657 --> 00:45:48,036 I wasn't around much when she was young, 501 00:45:48,162 --> 00:45:49,621 I was busy. 502 00:45:51,331 --> 00:45:54,460 I was in Detroit, 503 00:45:54,626 --> 00:45:57,212 working at GM as an engineer. 504 00:45:57,337 --> 00:46:00,299 One of the first women engineers. 505 00:46:00,424 --> 00:46:02,426 Really? I didn't know that. 506 00:46:02,551 --> 00:46:04,803 Oh, I came up with a lot of stuff. 507 00:46:04,970 --> 00:46:09,641 Assembly line processing, and wind tunnel techniques and ergonomics. 508 00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:13,937 But you know what I was proudest of? 509 00:46:15,647 --> 00:46:18,817 Mentoring a lot of those young women. 510 00:46:21,153 --> 00:46:22,362 Hmm. 511 00:46:24,156 --> 00:46:25,616 Hmm. 512 00:46:27,785 --> 00:46:30,204 Why don't you tell us about the wind tunnels? 513 00:46:45,177 --> 00:46:47,596 Anyway, this is where the money's been going. 514 00:46:47,721 --> 00:46:50,182 Place the government wanted to put her in was fucking scary, 515 00:46:50,349 --> 00:46:53,560 so, I didn't wanna do that to her. 516 00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:57,356 She didn't have savings? GM pension or something? 517 00:46:57,523 --> 00:47:01,485 She never worked at GM. That's a fantasy, so she doesn't have anything. 518 00:47:08,700 --> 00:47:11,703 The scratches on my face? 519 00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:16,750 That was last time. She just flipped. 520 00:47:19,378 --> 00:47:21,797 I don't know why, you know? 521 00:47:23,465 --> 00:47:24,716 She doesn't know what she's doing, 522 00:47:24,842 --> 00:47:26,927 she's just medicated, you know? 523 00:47:30,889 --> 00:47:32,641 She's, she's... 524 00:47:33,767 --> 00:47:38,230 She's crazy, basically. You know? 525 00:47:38,355 --> 00:47:41,733 Until some cute guy comes along 526 00:47:41,859 --> 00:47:44,945 and then she's all sweet and... 527 00:47:48,073 --> 00:47:49,908 funny and charming. 528 00:47:51,034 --> 00:47:53,412 But that's what she really is, anyway, 529 00:47:53,579 --> 00:47:56,707 so I wanted you to see. That's my mom. 530 00:47:58,041 --> 00:48:00,627 Do you want me to drop you off somewhere? 531 00:48:10,429 --> 00:48:13,640 ["Lover in Hiding" by My Pet Dragon begins] 532 00:48:19,438 --> 00:48:21,607 ♪ I could see it in your eyes ♪ 533 00:48:21,773 --> 00:48:24,776 ♪ That you feel it too ♪ 534 00:48:24,902 --> 00:48:27,112 ♪ Something in the wind ♪ 535 00:48:27,237 --> 00:48:30,115 ♪ That is ringing true ♪ 536 00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:32,367 ♪ An electrical storm ♪ 537 00:48:32,492 --> 00:48:35,203 ♪ Pass from me to you ♪ 538 00:48:35,329 --> 00:48:37,748 ♪ When it disappears ♪ 539 00:48:37,873 --> 00:48:40,459 ♪ What are we to do? ♪ 540 00:48:40,584 --> 00:48:45,881 ♪ So we howled at the moon and smoke a cigarette ♪ 541 00:48:46,006 --> 00:48:48,675 ♪ Played your favorite songs ♪ 542 00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:53,722 ♪ And never forget ♪ 543 00:48:54,556 --> 00:48:56,308 ♪ Lover in hiding ♪ 544 00:48:56,433 --> 00:49:01,021 ♪ It's safe to come out ♪ 545 00:49:02,314 --> 00:49:06,109 ♪ You always gave more than you got out ♪ 546 00:49:06,234 --> 00:49:08,070 [sighs] 547 00:49:13,784 --> 00:49:15,410 [traffic passing by] 548 00:49:24,670 --> 00:49:25,963 [water sloshing] 549 00:49:26,964 --> 00:49:30,384 [suspenseful music playing] 550 00:50:10,340 --> 00:50:13,760 ["Hard Times" by Teneia Sanders playing in bar] 551 00:50:29,568 --> 00:50:31,778 [suspenseful music playing] 552 00:50:59,556 --> 00:51:02,184 - [distant woman complaining] - [knocking resumes] 553 00:51:04,603 --> 00:51:05,771 Yeah? 554 00:51:06,730 --> 00:51:08,940 Oh, sorry, did I wake you? 555 00:51:09,066 --> 00:51:11,443 - [distant woman complaining] - That's okay. 556 00:51:11,610 --> 00:51:12,861 What is it? What's wrong? 557 00:51:12,986 --> 00:51:15,489 Who was that girl at the diner the other day? 558 00:51:19,743 --> 00:51:21,870 - Answer me. - Come in. 559 00:51:21,995 --> 00:51:22,954 No. 560 00:51:25,082 --> 00:51:26,500 Answer me. 561 00:51:26,625 --> 00:51:27,709 She was an old friend. 562 00:51:27,834 --> 00:51:29,795 Yeah? How old? 563 00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,757 Look, whatever this is, we can-we can fix it. 564 00:51:33,882 --> 00:51:35,634 Oh, we can? We can fix it? 565 00:51:35,759 --> 00:51:37,677 - We can fix it, really? - [flyer rustling] 566 00:51:37,803 --> 00:51:40,138 Can you fix this? 567 00:51:41,723 --> 00:51:43,100 Fix it! 568 00:51:44,976 --> 00:51:48,188 - [quietly] Shit. - Yeah, shit. Shit! 569 00:51:48,313 --> 00:51:50,649 I can explain this. 570 00:51:52,484 --> 00:51:54,569 You're a sex offender? 571 00:51:54,694 --> 00:51:56,196 I let you fuck me? 572 00:51:56,321 --> 00:51:58,365 I am not the guy that's on that poster. 573 00:51:58,490 --> 00:52:00,325 You're not?! 574 00:52:00,450 --> 00:52:03,495 You're not a convicted rapist fresh out of jail? That's not true? 575 00:52:03,662 --> 00:52:05,122 They just made that up? 576 00:52:05,247 --> 00:52:07,666 What, you just conveniently forgot to tell me that? 577 00:52:07,791 --> 00:52:10,043 I must be crazier than my batshit mother 578 00:52:10,168 --> 00:52:12,003 to have trusted you for a second! 579 00:52:12,129 --> 00:52:14,089 I don't know what the hell I was thinking! 580 00:52:14,214 --> 00:52:16,174 I knew there was something up with you, 581 00:52:16,299 --> 00:52:18,677 I knew you weren't telling me something. You are disgusting! 582 00:52:18,844 --> 00:52:21,012 - Please, let me--. - No! Get down. 583 00:52:21,179 --> 00:52:24,141 Please what? You make me sick. 584 00:52:25,016 --> 00:52:27,018 - We were in love. - In love? 585 00:52:27,144 --> 00:52:29,646 In love? You went to prison, James! 586 00:52:29,771 --> 00:52:31,982 - They lied. - No, you lied! 587 00:52:32,107 --> 00:52:34,818 She can tell you. All right? 588 00:52:34,943 --> 00:52:36,444 The girl that was at the diner, 589 00:52:36,570 --> 00:52:38,196 she was there, she can tell you. 590 00:52:38,363 --> 00:52:40,407 [sniffling] So you are still seeing her. 591 00:52:40,532 --> 00:52:42,159 No... [stammers] 592 00:52:42,284 --> 00:52:44,244 The one time, there was one other time, that was it. 593 00:52:44,369 --> 00:52:46,621 Right. So that's why you really came back here, 594 00:52:46,746 --> 00:52:48,456 because you're still in love with her? 595 00:52:48,582 --> 00:52:50,125 No, she came to-to see me, 596 00:52:50,250 --> 00:52:52,210 she was asking for my forgiveness. 597 00:52:52,335 --> 00:52:53,587 [quietly] Forgive... 598 00:52:53,712 --> 00:52:54,838 [sniffles] 599 00:52:55,589 --> 00:52:58,383 - So how old was she? - Let me-- 600 00:52:58,550 --> 00:53:00,385 How old was she? 601 00:53:00,552 --> 00:53:02,762 [James breathing heavily] 602 00:53:04,723 --> 00:53:07,767 - She was 15. - Fifteen? 603 00:53:07,893 --> 00:53:09,769 [dramatic music playing] 604 00:53:09,895 --> 00:53:11,354 [breathes shakily] 605 00:53:12,439 --> 00:53:16,109 How did you meet a 15 year old girl, James? 606 00:53:20,739 --> 00:53:22,949 I was a youth minister. 607 00:53:24,743 --> 00:53:26,661 I worked for her father. 608 00:53:29,581 --> 00:53:31,291 Wow. 609 00:53:35,295 --> 00:53:38,924 You were right. You are below me. 610 00:53:46,181 --> 00:53:49,684 - [insects chirping] - [distant dog barking] 611 00:53:49,809 --> 00:53:51,311 [Paul] Bless us, oh, Lord, 612 00:53:51,436 --> 00:53:53,396 and these, Thy gifts, 613 00:53:53,521 --> 00:53:54,940 which we are about to receive... 614 00:53:55,106 --> 00:53:59,527 [all] Bless us, oh, Lord, and these, Thy gifts, 615 00:53:59,653 --> 00:54:01,613 which we are about to receive 616 00:54:01,738 --> 00:54:02,948 from Thy bounty, 617 00:54:03,073 --> 00:54:05,867 through Christ, our Lord. Amen. 618 00:54:06,826 --> 00:54:07,953 [Paul] Mm. 619 00:54:11,122 --> 00:54:13,083 - Oh, thank you, Dean. - You're welcome. 620 00:54:15,460 --> 00:54:17,003 [Dean] I'll take those, thank you. 621 00:54:17,128 --> 00:54:19,214 Oh, you know who dropped by the church today? 622 00:54:19,339 --> 00:54:22,008 - [Mom and Jessica] Who? - Mark and Amy Holder. 623 00:54:22,133 --> 00:54:23,969 - Aww... - [Paul chuckles] 624 00:54:24,135 --> 00:54:27,305 And Amy is pregnant, very pregnant. 625 00:54:27,430 --> 00:54:29,015 - [Paul] Very pregnant. - Wow. 626 00:54:29,140 --> 00:54:31,226 You know, we're having dinner with your parents 627 00:54:31,351 --> 00:54:33,770 - tomorrow evening. - Oh. [chuckles] 628 00:54:33,895 --> 00:54:35,146 That's-that's nice. 629 00:54:35,313 --> 00:54:37,274 The two of you are welcome to come along. 630 00:54:38,900 --> 00:54:39,818 Um... 631 00:54:40,610 --> 00:54:42,529 - I think you said... - Yeah, there's a... 632 00:54:42,654 --> 00:54:45,573 - ...having dinner with his friends, so... - Yeah, there's a thing. 633 00:54:45,699 --> 00:54:47,742 - [Dean] Next-next time? - All right. 634 00:54:47,867 --> 00:54:49,327 - [Jessica] Okay. - Another time, then. 635 00:54:49,494 --> 00:54:51,288 [Jessica, quietly] Another time. 636 00:54:52,831 --> 00:54:55,500 Something funny happened to me today. 637 00:54:55,625 --> 00:54:59,838 I don't-- I was in the city down by McLean Street, 638 00:55:00,005 --> 00:55:03,174 and I was just walking along, 639 00:55:03,300 --> 00:55:07,178 and I suddenly remembered, and I-I couldn't stop laughing. 640 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:09,514 I must have looked kind of crazy, 641 00:55:09,639 --> 00:55:12,142 but, uh, I don't know-- I don't wanna actually even-- 642 00:55:12,267 --> 00:55:14,269 I don't really know if I'm telling this right 643 00:55:14,394 --> 00:55:18,690 because I don't really remember it, but when I was two or three, 644 00:55:18,857 --> 00:55:20,692 like, really little, though, 645 00:55:20,817 --> 00:55:22,485 my dad was giving a sermon 646 00:55:22,610 --> 00:55:26,865 and somehow I managed to slip out unnoticed. 647 00:55:27,032 --> 00:55:28,575 [Paul] Yeah. 648 00:55:28,700 --> 00:55:30,535 Out of the church. [chuckles] 649 00:55:30,660 --> 00:55:33,663 I don't know. Finally I wandered into some nice couple's yard 650 00:55:33,788 --> 00:55:35,623 and I started playing on their swing set, you said? 651 00:55:35,749 --> 00:55:37,917 - [Paul, chuckling] Yes. - [Jessica] I had no idea. 652 00:55:38,043 --> 00:55:39,544 I felt terrible about that. 653 00:55:39,711 --> 00:55:41,421 - Honey. - Oh, why? 654 00:55:41,546 --> 00:55:43,048 You could have been hurt. 655 00:55:45,467 --> 00:55:46,676 But I-I'm fine 656 00:55:46,801 --> 00:55:49,095 now, Dad. 657 00:55:49,220 --> 00:55:50,764 It's kinda funny, no? 658 00:55:50,889 --> 00:55:53,558 A little? A little, maybe? 659 00:55:54,851 --> 00:55:57,354 A little baby taking a stroll. 660 00:55:57,479 --> 00:55:59,731 [Jessica laughs] 661 00:55:59,898 --> 00:56:01,191 Sorry. 662 00:56:02,525 --> 00:56:04,194 What were you doing in the city? 663 00:56:12,118 --> 00:56:14,954 N-nothing. Why? 664 00:56:27,384 --> 00:56:29,260 Excuse me just one second. 665 00:56:44,109 --> 00:56:47,028 What were you doing in the city? 666 00:56:51,783 --> 00:56:54,494 Nothing. Nothing. 667 00:57:12,137 --> 00:57:13,972 [Dean sighs] 668 00:57:17,308 --> 00:57:19,477 [safety belt rattles and clicks] 669 00:57:24,107 --> 00:57:25,608 Have you seen him? 670 00:57:34,492 --> 00:57:37,078 Dean, what do you want me to say? 671 00:58:02,562 --> 00:58:04,022 - May I say something? - No. 672 00:58:04,189 --> 00:58:05,940 Please, let me say something. 673 00:58:06,065 --> 00:58:07,442 What could you possibly have to say? 674 00:58:07,567 --> 00:58:10,153 I didn't tell you because I knew you'd leave. 675 00:58:11,488 --> 00:58:15,074 Okay? I want you to see the person I am now. 676 00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:17,410 Not who I was. 677 00:58:17,535 --> 00:58:18,870 You disgust me. 678 00:58:19,037 --> 00:58:22,665 I sat in a cell for six years, 679 00:58:22,790 --> 00:58:25,502 thinking the whole time, "I shouldn't be in here." 680 00:58:25,627 --> 00:58:29,714 I was in there with people who had done terrible things. 681 00:58:29,839 --> 00:58:32,383 The guy next to me? He had killed his parents. 682 00:58:32,509 --> 00:58:36,179 He shot them first and then he stabbed them. 683 00:58:36,304 --> 00:58:39,724 They were dead already, but he stabbed them anyway, 18 times. 684 00:58:39,849 --> 00:58:43,728 That guy asked to be moved because he was next to me. 685 00:58:45,230 --> 00:58:47,440 He didn't wanna be next to a rapist. 686 00:58:49,400 --> 00:58:51,611 I am not that person. 687 00:58:56,241 --> 00:58:58,993 All that I ask is for you to look at me 688 00:58:59,118 --> 00:59:01,579 and see me, who I am now. 689 00:59:12,632 --> 00:59:14,008 [sniffles] 690 00:59:14,926 --> 00:59:16,135 [whimpers] 691 00:59:27,939 --> 00:59:29,524 [insects chirping] 692 00:59:45,707 --> 00:59:48,293 You know, at times, the idea of forgiveness, 693 00:59:48,459 --> 00:59:51,004 the actual act of forgiving seems... 694 00:59:52,630 --> 00:59:53,965 so impossible. 695 00:59:54,132 --> 00:59:56,217 It's not human nature. 696 00:59:56,342 --> 00:59:58,052 It's not. Human nature craves... 697 00:59:58,177 --> 00:59:59,679 revenge and... 698 01:00:02,307 --> 01:00:04,475 and, uh... hatred. 699 01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:06,936 And... 700 01:00:07,687 --> 01:00:10,648 and these thoughts are intoxicating. 701 01:00:12,817 --> 01:00:15,403 They take over your spirit and, um... 702 01:00:18,197 --> 01:00:20,408 they poison you. 703 01:00:24,662 --> 01:00:25,705 [door latches] 704 01:00:26,998 --> 01:00:28,207 And I'm sure that all of you, 705 01:00:28,333 --> 01:00:29,876 at one time or another in your lives, 706 01:00:30,001 --> 01:00:32,045 have felt such thoughts. 707 01:00:33,671 --> 01:00:35,048 I know I have. 708 01:00:37,425 --> 01:00:41,429 But the man who is able to forgive... 709 01:00:53,691 --> 01:00:55,610 "To err is human, 710 01:00:55,735 --> 01:00:58,696 to forgive, divine." 711 01:00:58,821 --> 01:01:01,199 Be merciful. 712 01:01:01,324 --> 01:01:03,534 Just as your Father is merciful. 713 01:01:05,703 --> 01:01:07,121 Forgive... 714 01:01:08,289 --> 01:01:09,749 and you will be forgiven. 715 01:01:10,541 --> 01:01:13,753 [guitar music playing] 716 01:01:36,234 --> 01:01:38,611 [knocking] 717 01:02:10,059 --> 01:02:13,271 [guitar music continues] 718 01:02:44,635 --> 01:02:46,721 [waitress] Carl wants to see you. 719 01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:56,856 [knocking lightly] 720 01:02:59,484 --> 01:03:00,985 [Carl] Sit down. 721 01:03:07,325 --> 01:03:09,535 We're waiting for one more. 722 01:03:26,010 --> 01:03:27,553 You wanted to see me? 723 01:03:30,515 --> 01:03:33,518 My question to you, Lily, is when did you know? 724 01:03:40,942 --> 01:03:42,902 When did I know what? 725 01:03:43,736 --> 01:03:46,906 That James was stealing from the tip pool. 726 01:03:48,866 --> 01:03:51,160 I don't know anything about that. 727 01:03:51,285 --> 01:03:53,037 Do not lie for him, Lily. 728 01:03:53,204 --> 01:03:54,914 I didn't see anything. 729 01:03:56,624 --> 01:03:58,876 You know, I gave you a chance. 730 01:03:59,710 --> 01:04:02,255 Few people get second chances. 731 01:04:02,380 --> 01:04:04,549 No one gets thirds. 732 01:04:04,715 --> 01:04:07,218 I did it. I'm sorry. It was me. 733 01:04:07,385 --> 01:04:09,720 No, wait a second, this isn't right. 734 01:04:09,887 --> 01:04:12,473 A hundred dollars a week, usually more. 735 01:04:13,558 --> 01:04:14,851 Why are you doing this? 736 01:04:14,976 --> 01:04:16,602 Because I did it. 737 01:04:16,727 --> 01:04:18,938 Lily, you don't owe him anything. 738 01:04:19,063 --> 01:04:21,691 You're right. I don't owe him shit. 739 01:04:28,030 --> 01:04:31,284 Your services are no longer required. 740 01:04:49,886 --> 01:04:52,305 - [engine turns over] - [alarm dinging] 741 01:05:03,065 --> 01:05:06,110 [pensive music playing] 742 01:05:19,123 --> 01:05:21,334 [weeping, sobbing] 743 01:05:46,984 --> 01:05:48,486 [doorbell rings] 744 01:05:59,580 --> 01:06:02,833 Jess? It's Dad. 745 01:06:04,168 --> 01:06:05,711 Jessica? 746 01:06:08,381 --> 01:06:09,799 If I were in real trouble, 747 01:06:09,924 --> 01:06:11,717 you'd rescue me, wouldn't you? 748 01:06:13,094 --> 01:06:14,345 What kind of trouble? 749 01:06:14,470 --> 01:06:16,180 I don't know, I just mean that, uh... 750 01:06:17,431 --> 01:06:18,891 you're pretty solid, James. 751 01:06:19,016 --> 01:06:20,851 - I mean, you're always there. - [Paul knocking] 752 01:06:21,018 --> 01:06:21,727 Let me in. 753 01:06:21,852 --> 01:06:24,689 Well, it's-- it's my job. 754 01:06:24,814 --> 01:06:26,273 It's what your dad pays me to do. 755 01:06:26,399 --> 01:06:28,109 Yeah. 756 01:06:28,234 --> 01:06:32,571 Plus, you know, I-I care about you, Jessica. 757 01:06:34,699 --> 01:06:36,450 - [James] I'm here. - [Jessica] Yeah, I know. 758 01:06:36,575 --> 01:06:37,785 I know you are, James. 759 01:06:37,910 --> 01:06:40,079 [Jessica breathing heavily] 760 01:06:42,707 --> 01:06:44,041 [Paul] Come on, Jess. 761 01:06:44,208 --> 01:06:45,626 [knocking] 762 01:06:45,751 --> 01:06:48,546 Come on, let me in. Jessica! 763 01:06:48,713 --> 01:06:51,048 [knocking loudly] 764 01:06:51,215 --> 01:06:52,925 [knocking continues] 765 01:06:55,428 --> 01:06:57,013 [insects chirping] 766 01:06:57,930 --> 01:07:01,517 So James gets out of prison 767 01:07:01,642 --> 01:07:04,103 and what does he do? 768 01:07:04,228 --> 01:07:06,480 Comes right back here to town. 769 01:07:08,983 --> 01:07:10,818 Then he gets in touch with you. 770 01:07:12,069 --> 01:07:13,571 And what do you do? 771 01:07:13,696 --> 01:07:15,823 You see him? 772 01:07:15,948 --> 01:07:18,409 James can't let you go. 773 01:07:18,534 --> 01:07:22,038 So he destroys your marriage 774 01:07:22,163 --> 01:07:24,457 and he puts these delusional thoughts in your head. 775 01:07:24,582 --> 01:07:26,917 - He didn't. - What? 776 01:07:27,752 --> 01:07:31,589 He didn't destroy my marriage. 777 01:07:31,714 --> 01:07:33,090 I did that. 778 01:07:34,925 --> 01:07:37,094 Oh, you're sick, honey. You need help. 779 01:07:37,261 --> 01:07:39,972 I am not the sick one. 780 01:07:42,016 --> 01:07:45,269 You call Dean and you make this thing right. 781 01:07:45,394 --> 01:07:47,813 [yelling] Call your husband and make it right! 782 01:07:49,857 --> 01:07:52,109 [Paul breathing heavily] 783 01:07:57,615 --> 01:07:59,450 - Jessica. - [door closes] 784 01:07:59,575 --> 01:08:01,619 - Listen to your father. - [faucet running] 785 01:08:07,708 --> 01:08:10,961 [pensive music playing] 786 01:08:36,904 --> 01:08:39,156 I'm here to see James Midier. 787 01:09:04,348 --> 01:09:05,891 James. 788 01:09:07,685 --> 01:09:08,853 I want you to know that I come here 789 01:09:09,019 --> 01:09:11,230 with the love of Jesus in my heart. 790 01:09:16,193 --> 01:09:17,945 I appreciate that. 791 01:09:21,699 --> 01:09:24,368 I heard from some of the congregation 792 01:09:24,493 --> 01:09:27,246 that, uh, you were back. 793 01:09:28,497 --> 01:09:32,042 And I was wondering what your plans were. 794 01:09:34,879 --> 01:09:38,257 Work and see my family. 795 01:09:39,717 --> 01:09:41,260 Well, I spoke with your family. 796 01:09:43,179 --> 01:09:46,265 I've spoken with them many times while you were gone. 797 01:09:48,392 --> 01:09:51,312 Look, my daughter's happy. 798 01:09:51,437 --> 01:09:52,688 She's happy. 799 01:09:53,981 --> 01:09:57,735 And I will not allow anything to interfere with that happiness. 800 01:10:03,908 --> 01:10:05,409 I will pray for you, James. 801 01:10:07,244 --> 01:10:08,621 And I for you. 802 01:10:10,623 --> 01:10:12,333 I don't need your prayers. 803 01:10:12,458 --> 01:10:13,792 Yes, you do. 804 01:10:15,586 --> 01:10:17,880 Just like I need yours. 805 01:10:21,217 --> 01:10:24,929 You need to believe that I've learned from what happened. 806 01:10:25,095 --> 01:10:27,097 Right? That I can become good? 807 01:10:27,223 --> 01:10:29,683 I'm a patient man, but I'm a father. 808 01:10:29,808 --> 01:10:31,477 You stay away from my daughter. 809 01:10:31,602 --> 01:10:35,105 I've never sought out your daughter, you can ask Jessica. 810 01:10:36,774 --> 01:10:38,901 I want you to leave. Leave St. Louis, leave-- 811 01:10:39,026 --> 01:10:41,237 What does your God say? 812 01:10:42,029 --> 01:10:45,115 Huh? What does He tell you to do? To pray? 813 01:10:45,241 --> 01:10:47,785 Jessica and I, we prayed. 814 01:10:49,119 --> 01:10:52,122 We looked to Him for guidance and we heard Him. 815 01:10:52,248 --> 01:10:55,167 We thought that was His plan. 816 01:10:57,002 --> 01:10:59,255 We believed, Paul. 817 01:11:01,966 --> 01:11:04,385 We had so much faith. 818 01:11:07,638 --> 01:11:10,849 [guitar music playing] 819 01:11:18,232 --> 01:11:20,150 - [Paul groans] - [quietly] Shit. 820 01:11:21,735 --> 01:11:22,778 - Let me help you. - [grunts] 821 01:11:22,903 --> 01:11:24,280 No leave-- Leave me be! 822 01:11:25,364 --> 01:11:26,407 Get away from me. 823 01:11:36,000 --> 01:11:38,252 [rain pattering] 824 01:12:12,870 --> 01:12:15,080 [piano music playing] 825 01:12:51,742 --> 01:12:53,285 [knocking] 826 01:12:54,244 --> 01:12:55,412 Hi. 827 01:12:59,708 --> 01:13:01,126 Whoa. 828 01:13:01,251 --> 01:13:05,130 It's like a... monk's quarters in here. 829 01:13:05,255 --> 01:13:06,840 [both chuckle lightly] 830 01:13:10,135 --> 01:13:11,845 - Look, Jessica-- - You don't-- It's okay. 831 01:13:11,970 --> 01:13:13,472 You don't have to say anything. 832 01:13:14,390 --> 01:13:16,475 I just came to tell you that I was leaving. 833 01:13:17,851 --> 01:13:19,103 Oh. 834 01:13:20,604 --> 01:13:21,939 Do you know where? 835 01:13:23,774 --> 01:13:25,484 No. 836 01:13:26,860 --> 01:13:28,862 And neither do I. 837 01:13:30,948 --> 01:13:33,033 Is it because of me? 838 01:13:34,326 --> 01:13:35,536 No. 839 01:13:36,745 --> 01:13:39,873 None of this is your fault. You need to know that. 840 01:13:45,838 --> 01:13:47,965 I can't believe you kept these. 841 01:13:49,299 --> 01:13:50,384 Yeah. 842 01:13:58,475 --> 01:14:00,561 "Dear James... 843 01:14:00,686 --> 01:14:02,146 Yesterday you told me 844 01:14:02,312 --> 01:14:05,065 that we could have the life that we wanted together. 845 01:14:12,990 --> 01:14:14,199 You told me that there is no force 846 01:14:14,324 --> 01:14:16,827 more powerful than what we feel. 847 01:14:16,994 --> 01:14:19,371 You talked to me until I fell asleep. 848 01:14:22,499 --> 01:14:24,334 And I believe... 849 01:14:25,169 --> 01:14:28,380 And I believe every word that you say." 850 01:14:32,468 --> 01:14:35,220 I would have done anything to be with you. 851 01:14:39,850 --> 01:14:41,226 Anything. 852 01:14:43,187 --> 01:14:44,646 [quietly] Me, too. 853 01:14:46,190 --> 01:14:50,402 Do you think that now there's some way? 854 01:14:53,530 --> 01:14:55,115 I mean, there... 855 01:14:58,368 --> 01:15:01,038 there must be s-- [sighs] 856 01:15:01,163 --> 01:15:02,915 [quietly] There must be some way. 857 01:15:12,299 --> 01:15:14,176 [mouthing] Please... 858 01:15:21,725 --> 01:15:23,268 [Jessica sighs] 859 01:15:25,062 --> 01:15:26,605 [weeping] 860 01:15:30,901 --> 01:15:32,611 [Jessica sobbing] 861 01:15:37,741 --> 01:15:39,326 I should... 862 01:15:39,451 --> 01:15:40,744 [sighs] 863 01:15:40,869 --> 01:15:42,412 I should let you go. 864 01:15:44,414 --> 01:15:45,415 Let go. 865 01:15:48,794 --> 01:15:52,047 [pensive music playing] 866 01:16:07,271 --> 01:16:09,356 Goodbye, James. 867 01:16:15,112 --> 01:16:16,655 Jess. 868 01:16:22,452 --> 01:16:24,538 You can have the life you want. 869 01:16:28,792 --> 01:16:30,335 You can have it. 870 01:16:43,807 --> 01:16:47,227 ["Banging on Your Door" by Charlie Mars begins] 871 01:17:29,186 --> 01:17:30,812 ♪ Babe, I know that ♪ 872 01:17:32,356 --> 01:17:34,441 ♪ You don't love me ♪ 873 01:17:35,442 --> 01:17:38,737 ♪ Don't love me no more ♪ 874 01:17:41,448 --> 01:17:43,700 ♪ And that boy I ♪ 875 01:17:44,493 --> 01:17:47,120 ♪ See you 'round with ♪ 876 01:17:48,580 --> 01:17:50,874 ♪ I know he's so good ♪ 877 01:17:51,958 --> 01:17:54,920 ♪ I know he's so good ♪ 878 01:17:55,045 --> 01:17:58,215 ♪ I know he's so good for you ♪ 879 01:17:59,216 --> 01:18:01,009 ♪ But here I am ♪ 880 01:18:01,134 --> 01:18:04,221 ♪ I'm banging on your door ♪ 881 01:18:04,346 --> 01:18:05,555 [clerk] Next. 882 01:18:07,391 --> 01:18:08,934 Um, one way to Chicago, please. 883 01:18:09,059 --> 01:18:10,519 Thirteen dollars. 884 01:18:10,644 --> 01:18:13,563 ♪ Girl it's just me and your heart ♪ 885 01:18:13,689 --> 01:18:15,732 Do you even know where we're going? 886 01:18:15,899 --> 01:18:16,858 Nope. 887 01:18:18,402 --> 01:18:19,986 You got a map? 888 01:18:20,112 --> 01:18:21,238 No. 889 01:18:21,405 --> 01:18:24,533 Does that make you nervous? 890 01:18:24,658 --> 01:18:26,243 No. 891 01:18:26,410 --> 01:18:29,621 ["Banging on Your Door" continues] 892 01:18:38,588 --> 01:18:41,216 ♪ Girl I know that ♪ 893 01:18:41,341 --> 01:18:43,593 ♪ You can't trust me ♪ 894 01:18:44,886 --> 01:18:48,348 ♪ You can't trust me no more ♪ 895 01:18:51,268 --> 01:18:53,895 ♪ And the words I ♪ 896 01:18:54,020 --> 01:18:56,481 ♪ Fill you up with ♪ 897 01:18:57,733 --> 01:19:00,527 ♪ I know they no good ♪ 898 01:19:01,361 --> 01:19:03,947 ♪ I know they no good ♪ 899 01:19:04,072 --> 01:19:07,284 ♪ Girl, I know they no good for you ♪ 900 01:19:08,452 --> 01:19:10,287 ♪ But here I am ♪ 901 01:19:10,454 --> 01:19:13,290 ♪ And I'm a-banging on your door ♪ 902 01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:19,296 ♪ I know I said I won't do this to you no more ♪ 903 01:19:19,463 --> 01:19:23,300 ♪ Girl, it's just me and my heart ♪ 904 01:19:23,467 --> 01:19:26,636 ♪ Been out late on the town ♪ 905 01:19:26,762 --> 01:19:30,140 ♪ You know we ain't the same ♪ 906 01:19:30,307 --> 01:19:33,310 ♪ Without ♪ 907 01:19:33,435 --> 01:19:35,353 ♪ You around ♪ 908 01:19:41,777 --> 01:19:44,529 ♪ It don't take no X-ray ♪ 909 01:19:44,654 --> 01:19:48,158 ♪ Eyes to see that I ♪ 910 01:19:48,325 --> 01:19:51,328 ♪ That I'm a-tangled up inside ♪ 911 01:19:52,496 --> 01:19:56,750 ♪ And that my heart ♪ 912 01:19:56,875 --> 01:19:58,919 [holds note] 913 01:20:04,800 --> 01:20:06,843 ♪ Baby, here I am ♪ 914 01:20:06,968 --> 01:20:09,971 ♪ And I'm a-banging on your door ♪ 915 01:20:11,515 --> 01:20:13,433 ♪ I know I said ♪ 916 01:20:13,558 --> 01:20:16,144 ♪ I won't do this to you no more ♪ 917 01:20:16,269 --> 01:20:20,190 ♪ Girl, it's just me and my heart ♪ 918 01:20:20,357 --> 01:20:23,652 ♪ Been out late on the town ♪ 919 01:20:23,777 --> 01:20:27,072 ♪ You know we ain't the same ♪ 920 01:20:27,197 --> 01:20:29,491 ♪ Without ♪ 921 01:20:30,283 --> 01:20:33,370 ♪ We ain't the same ♪ 922 01:20:33,495 --> 01:20:35,705 ♪ Without ♪ 923 01:20:36,540 --> 01:20:39,334 ♪ We ain't the same ♪ 924 01:20:39,459 --> 01:20:42,879 ♪ Without ♪ 925 01:20:43,046 --> 01:20:44,381 ♪ You around ♪ 926 01:20:44,548 --> 01:20:47,759 [melody continues playing] 927 01:21:35,891 --> 01:21:37,434 [song ends]